I just can't stop I need this

Maybe my human needs keep me looking out for our children and their dads. Yes I feel special because God and the help of some fathers I can say I am doing as much as I can to be a good dad. I have love and connection with my family, and my friends don't hate that much. I give outside of myself ( contribution) and I give also to my self stuff like forgiveness and pats on my back when I don't mess up. When I struggle I call or text a father to help me out and each time I grow.  I have certainty cause I pay my bills and spend time with my children and I work or do something in life thats productive. and sometimes I like some new and exciting things in my life so I accept it and learn from it not run. Why would I stop Now lets get you started.