What I been through in my life, the pains and agonies of defeat do not compare to to joys of being in full fatherhood with my children. You might ask, what is this full fatherhood? Well it's when you have done all you can and know how and then God shows you the things you have done through your childrens lives. Your doing becomes their doing and their doing comes back to you. It's a awkward feeling at first then you begin to see it and enjoy it with a humble heart. I still do for my children because most times thats who I have become a provider, protector, teacher, lover and lecturer. I have prayed many nights that they don't do the things I have done. Now they are doing some of them and they are doing them well (the decent stuff). I just want to thank God for all he has done. Hallelujah.