Shade on Shade

As much as I'd like to think my feeling don't control me sometimes I'm dead wrong. Its never a day I don't have to think through a feeling because of my past perception of a situation or person. Once I learned that people places and things were not always what I believed they were. (Explaination) I believed that as a father,  I was responsible for all the bad things that happen in my childrens lives. I was taught this at a young age and responded like a stressed out child to all my fatherhood situations, be cause of this perception. Till today its check myself before I wreck myself. I needed help but was not taught to reach out and still be a man. I'm still growing along with my children, grands, great grands, mentees, and  God children. I am a father. www.fathersinaction.org