Sometimes I hurt but I don't have to suffer.

I was hurting bad did'nt know which way to go or what to do except cause more pain to myself and anyone around me. The suffering begin and took hold of me so hard I wanted to do something to just stop the pain. I tried anything I could use but it did'nt last. My family was suffering because they were depending on me to lead them to the answer to all this suffering. I was the reason of all the pain and I kept making the wrong decsions over and over again, till one day I was sick and tired of being sick and tired and I did something I said I would never do even though that was'nt the first time I said that , but this time I stop fighting the pain and I surrendered to Jesus and let him fight my battles. He picked me up cleaned me up and gave me a new mind and a heart of greatfulness. If you like or just understand this story its true this happen to me and it still happens everytime I surrender anything to Jesus in my life today. Hallelujah God Bless