What about how I feel ??
If I live a thousand years it will be because I forgave people that hurt or harmed me or someone I loved, took something I really needed or cherished, or let me down at a time I really needed them to be in my corner. Mattews 18:21-22 Jesus says forgive as many times and as many people you have too. Col 3:13 go to scripture; remember what God did and Jesus went through to forgive you. Its not easy ask Jesus to walk you through it and get blessed in a way you never imagined. Forgiveness is really for you, to get closer to God. Hallelujah God Bless.