you are not the first or the worst.
In all our lives we make some decisions that don't work out like we expected it. We must then own up to the damage or reap great rewards. Just because we make mistakes that does not mean we can't get it together, most times a little advice from someone who has made the same mistakes and has learned from them and is now doing better. It takes a real man /parent to see that fatherhood does not come with a book of instructions but the lessons are real. Each of us was born as a child not a father and it takes having a child to become a father. We have to learn this, be not dismayed class is in at no cost just pay attention and put your heart in it and you will do well. Oh there is no graduation, you just get better at it but the rewards are great. God Bless